just some poems i wrote

Wed, 24 Dec 2003 05:47:15 GMT

And why do i feel like this again, there’s no reason for this emotion to come spilling out.
I long for an October afternoon, just to feel the wind in my hair and know what I’m about.
I’ve slept in this bed to long; will I miss that one afternoon where you tell me you want to spend forever with me? Or will I slowly die in this bed of mine dreaming of what we could have been. I’m so scared of the future. But I know you’ll be there by my side.

...why

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put down

Some days I feel so lost, so cold, and so depressed.
You were never there to support me, you always put me down.
Something’s been pulled out of me it might be my nerves cuz I can’t feel anymore, maybe I just don’t want to.
Yes, I’ve been hurt, yes I’ve been broken, and yes I’ve been torn apart.
But I try to deal, but then after a while this fake smile starts to fade.
I just can’t believe what’s happened in my life, it’s like a nightmare that I just can’t wake up from.

If I only had 4 more minutes would you give me your life to make me happy?

I’d give you my heart just so you could feel how I never felt.
Do you like how it feels? Didn’t think you would, I hope you die from this feeling of mine cuz then I’ll be just fine.
I’ll just wilt away as if I didn’t ever bloom then every pedal will fall and cut you

You started in the inside cut me hard
Cut me deep…you let me bleed, now I’m

Put down…

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broken

I’ve been broken I’ve been torn apart
Times suppose to heal all wounds well then I’m never going to die.
I’ve been needing to be saved, to be taken away from this place and to breathe.

Pull the breath away take a deep look
Notice nothing what it seems

Look further, through people then you’ll see

I’ve never understood why you treated me this way.
Why you blew all my dreams far away so I can never see.

Hear the collapse feel the fall while searching for the truth

No more time now everything is burned out of me.
Pounding on the door, let me in, let me live.
People lie, I don’t need them, I need myself.

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go away

I get tired of feeling like this all the time.
So depressed, with so much anger inside.
My pain is like a drug, my body thinks I need it.

Go away….

There’s so much more then those speculations
But while the pain and anger fill my body
I know what I want in life, I want you to

Go away….

I’ve been hurting, feelings suppressed by these emotions of mine.
No one knows what it’s like to be me, switch me.
It might be my time, yes my time to

Go away….

just some poems i wrote

Mon, 15 Dec 2003 20:38:32 GMT

ok well i made this journal for deeper subjects/thoughts and pictures and such and so add me 0:)

emily

just some poems i wrote